37 Bitter, Simple, Regretful Truths.

37 BITTER, SIMPLE, regretful TRUTHS.

1. Not hearing God’s replies to my prayers.
2. Not believing I could be saved.
3. Thinking that, “I run this!”
4. Believing I could do it all on my own.
5. Believing that all I’ve done was enough.
6. Believing that loyalty still matters.
7. Not realizing that it doesn’t matter.
8. Not seeing it’s time to go.
9. Not realizing it wasn’t me.
10. Not realizing he was no good for me.
11. Not realizing I’m fucking up again.
12. Not recognizing closed-doors as pathways.
13. Not realizing the importance of education.
14. Second-guessing.
15. Not 2^nd. Guessing.
16. Shutting up.
17. Being nonchalant
18. Being careless with another’s feelings.
19. Not being mindful.
20. Not feeling full..
21. Always wanting more and getting less.
22. Always giving and never getting.
23. Being mad at family for doing the same.
24. Laughing when I should have protested.
25. Begging.
26. Pleading.
27. Sacrificing.
28. Being proud and not asking for help.
29. Not asking for a salary raise.
30. Not asking for a promotion.
31. Being mad at the person who did.
32. Loving things that could not love me back.
33. Trying and failing.
34. Not learning the lesson.
35. Having to learn the lesson….again.
36. Dumb-founded as to how I ended up here.
37. Not asking FOR IT and wonder why I don’t GET IT.