Constant self loathing, from subpar clothing

Increases my decrease, and esteem eroding

What you say, never showing, though my life you are holding

In palm with a grasp, that creates constant choking

So I inhale, breathe

Exhale, leave

Your presence destroys, u are fall I am leaves

Minus all the color

At times I do wonder if you notice the protest

Grotesque is your plunder

Everything’s taken and yet so much more, my very soul kidnapped, shut-down of my core

Implosion of morals, creates a decor

of dark drapes, no escape, since erased is the door

So a beast is created, when caged by itself

Destruction of feeling, indifference is felt

for the rest of mankind, if each heart dropped to the line

Yours wouldn’t, it couldn’t, nothing can’t decline

And your good side has lost that battle in your chest

When you feel like the dark side is all you have left

Your forgotten, rage rise on days that you won’t

And you know how it feels to think like those you don’t.